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I have three layers of thick fleecy clothing on and I'm still so cold my teeth hurt from chattering so much. Cold weather sucks! The heating in my room is broken, which sucks even more. My cousin wants to go and see Panic! at the Disco with me. It gets worse! I will update properly later when Im not dying of cold Hope all is well with you, my dears! x x x
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[13 Sep 2006|12:31pm] |
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I'm getting really bad at updating compared with how often i used to! So anyways - leaving for Hull soon and I'm excited. I've started packing all my kitchen stuff lol. I'm half sad, half happy - dont wanna leave everybody!
In other news, my aunt has got scarily good at making cakes. Theres a giant one of Mario from super Mario in the kitchen now, its great! If I ever get my camera working I'll post a photo! Ok I need to go clean up the kitchen after the mess we made this morning ... x
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[25 Aug 2006|10:35pm] |
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Quick update of how things are going! I got the A level results i wanted - BBBC so that means Im off to Hull Uni to do History and Politics :D :D!!! Cant wait! Even though it means leaving Rikky and my best friends behind...but i'll be seeing you all in the hols! And I'm fairly close to Xavier so he wont be escaping me mwaahaha! Just got back from a little break in Dover with all the gang. Was great but sad at the same time as it was a sort of goodbye type holiday before uni :( Will write more later as im shattered and want to sleep! Well done to everyone who got to uni and got good exam results :D
xxx
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| long time no write! |
[21 Jul 2006|02:42pm] |
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I completely forgot about this journal :/ I'm more into myspace now but looking back over my entries theres so much I havent written about! I'll fill everyone in anyway...
Me and Rikky have been together for a year and still going strong. He makes me so happy...we went on a little holiday together to the south of France (we'd been saving up for ages so it was nice to actually have some time all by ourselves). It was gorgeous - really sunny, nice food, and I got a nice tan lol so its all good! Rikky bought me a white gold necklace for our anniversary and that was a nice surprise too.
Recently I went to Spain with the family...without Rik sadly! It was also nice to spend time with the rents...we spent most of the time on the beach. Its so nice to have a break from the stress of a levels and exams etc. It was even better than last year I had a nice time.
Anyway I'm going to enjoy the rest of the summer and try not to worry too much about exam results (good luck everyone btw!). Cant wait til uni in September :D Hope everyone is having a good summer. Im going to laze about and watch dvds now lol xxxxx
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| A long-due update |
[23 Nov 2005|05:00pm] |
Girls that tell everyone when they have got their period annoy me but...I've got my period. it explains EVERYTHING. that's why I've been eating more, sleeping more and why I cried a couple of days ago and almost cried at an episode of Eastenders, which in my defence was sad; an old woman thinking about her husband who died in the war and who she loved like mad and it made me wonder what I 'd do if I lost anyone I love and it made me sad... Anyway, I just know I'm going to get cramps. Ouch
It's my mum's birthday on Friday and I need to buy her a present and I'm also going to do my christmas shopping as well. I normally leave it to the last minute but not this year. I'm going to be organised.
oh, and I can't believe I forgot to say! I found £130 worth of gift vouchers in my bedroom. RESULT :D
Anyway gtg, I have a cold.....hope youre all well xxxx
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[24 Oct 2005|11:17pm] |
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I havent updated this for ages, sorry. My pc decided to die on me but its all up and running again now so that is good.. After eating a huge butch looking king-sized chicken for dinner, i figured it was probably time to start doing some of my dreaded coursework. (well that was the reason for coming home early, afterall. i dont know how i manage it, but somewhere along the line, I always seem to create more work for myself than is actually necessary by putting it off for ages. Procrastinator, me? Never!) Anyway somehow, I ended up here instead, writing another pointless entry in this silly little journal. Still, on the bright side its half term and Theo should be coming down again tomorrow. It feels like I havent seen him for years!
I think most people get back this weekend from uni so life might return to some form of normality. But whatever this week I deserve relaxation! Bugger work...just for now ;)
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[30 Sep 2005|06:23pm] |
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Well today was... fun... (please note intended sarcasm) I got sent home after lunch because i was just too ill to be there. i got a vast majority done though, i just have one more section to write in order to catch up with my Yr 12 work. Ugh.
I hate being home on a Friday night. Especially when everyone else in the house is out, but it was effort enough to pull myself out of bed to the computer. Got a text from Theo, he seems to be bored too so i might give him a call in a bit. although you'd think there'd be something for him to do with all his old uni friends on a friday night..?! crazy boy... speaking of insane men, my cousin Nath has shaved his head and grown a beard. i really hope this is a wind up and I'll get there this time next week and he'll have hair in all the right places. i was amused at my mum's reaction to hearing about his new look though; it was exactly the same as mine!
So what else is going on in my oh-so exciting life? not a lot in all honesty. McDonalds might be on the cards tonight (ignoring my diet) and might join Emmy and Rai later on for some much needed booze and heart to hearts. Zzzz
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| Lazy day |
[31 Aug 2005|01:30pm] |
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Ahhh I like the summer hols when i don't have any piano lessons, driving lessons or parents interupting my day of peace. Just went and had my hair cut... it looks really rather dodgy - like a 60s throwback, but I'm not too worried as my hair grows so fast.
I went out for a curry last night with Jeanette and her boyfriend, Marcus. Was a little naughty and had a couple of pints (ahh beer how i have missed you so) but seeing as i ate a whole naan bread, the Atkins diet went completely out of the window (not that it hasnt been for the few months...) But I had fun last night, was a little scary but cool.
I think I'm going to see Rikky tonight but i know not of the arrangements....I doubt my parents will want to give me a lift as although our erm... "differences" have been resolved, I'm still not their favourite person so we shall see. Off to hoover my room now!
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| Summer! |
[23 Aug 2005|11:37am] |
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Last night at Ben's was fun - which consisted of playing drinking games, setting things on fire, random walks in the woods and general smuts. I had a really good time and despite the amount i had to drink, I remained sober because for once, i actually realised my limit and opted out of the tequila game.
The rest of yesterday consisted of sitting out in Ben's garden drinking beer and chatting. We then decided to go swimming in Faversham which involved lots of cash being borrowed and Cerys being left on her own which i felt a bit bad about. After that, we went to the pub, met up with Xavier, Denny, Rai, Trist and Emily played on the swings and then got a lift home from Trist's dad. It was great to see everyone again and just have the old gang around. Oh yeah, somehow I have Trist's phone and Rai's purse if any of you are reading this! Will have to give them back at a later date.
Later today I have the option of going to some gardeny place with my parents to look at flowers (oh the excitement) and then get lunch and go to Tesco and stuff... or i could just stay home and have the house to myself :)
Ok, I started writing hours ago. I've just returned from going out with my cousin Jim to get milkshakes and sit up on some random picnic site which was pretty cool. i havent seen Jimmy in ages so it was a nice little outing and plus i got to get some stuff off my chest about things that are going on at the moment. Hmm... i think i may catch up on some sleep now! Take care everybody x
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| Results are in! |
[19 Aug 2005|03:15pm] |
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Hello! Congrats to everyone who did well in their A/AS Levels. Ive spoken to a few people about it and they seem to have done fantastic so pat on the back to everyone from me ^_^ Im quite happy, I got an A in art (big shock!), B in english and history and a C in politics. Not too bad really, although Jeanette got 4 As! Boff :p Well, I'm off to the cinema with Rikky (its all going well with him btw). More info later, watch this space!
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| Holiday! |
[28 Jul 2005|09:34pm] |
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Hello people! I leave at 4am tomorrow morning for the airport, going to Spain for 2 weeks :D I love holidays, and I love getting away from rainy England. What is going on with the weather :( Hope everyone is having a good fun summer. Take care all of yous! xXx
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| A long-due update! |
[18 Jul 2005|06:46pm] |
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Blimey, a lot has happened since I last updated. Basically, me and Jon are finished because I felt he wasnt treating me right, I just wasnt happy anymore. I've met a new boy called Rikky but its still very early days...I really like him though.
Anyway, after a rubbish attempt at losing a little bit of weight for the summer, its ended up as a bit of an unmentionable. I have lost a grand total of *drumroll* 'nothing'. Let's put it this way, at least I didn't put ON weight; but it's not going to stop me looking like a hippo in my swimming-suit this summer :(
So yeah, not very sexy on my behalf, sadly. At least I gave it a shot. For once, though, I'd like to not go swimming wishing that my swimming-suit covered every inch of my body. Sigh. I should just be happy with what I've got, but; I don't know. Something niggling in my brain just makes me feel awful about it. 'How can you ever be sexy? hmm?'. It's pretty pathetic, isnt it? Well, there's still just over 2 weeks to go; so who knows what'll happen between now and then? Maybe I should get my hyper-dieting shoes on? :P lol.
I had the weirdest dream last night. It was a strange scenario too. For some reason me, Steph, and Denny were in Sutton; and we were queuing to get out of a car park. I was all dressed up in my lace-dress, with weird makeup. I looked over at a nearby bus-stop, and there was, none other than Marilyn Manson. Dressed in a reddish-burgandy waistcoat, with a cravatte (sp?), and all that jazz. (why the hell would he be catching a BUS in Sutton, anyway?) Very weird...
Anyway, I don't really have much else to say, other than 'hippo'>'summer'>'RIKKY!' lol. This is quite possibly one of the strangest LJ posts I'll have ever written here, so forgive my temporary insanity (and hope it is temporary, lol. Hope everyones okay x
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[28 Jun 2005|05:54pm] |
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Im tired and pissed off with A Levels. They're rubbish. And Jon is annoying me too :( I need hot chocolate, a good film and a hug.
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[28 Apr 2005|07:30pm] |
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I am so tired and my stomach is bugging me, I just want to go to bed, but I have to stay up and look after my little sister and her friends while my parents are out shopping. I haven't woken up without being tired during the week for the past 3 weeks, and I'm really sick of it. This needs to end!
Yum! I just got an all chocolate stick in a Kit Kat White. (random)
Going to see Cursed tonight, not sure what it's gonna be like, looks crap in places but great in others. Should be a laugh none the less. Right, better go and eat dinner as Im hungry. Hope everyone is well.
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| Lovely way to start an update |
[08 Apr 2005|06:10pm] |
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There's a spider - which actually resembles more a giant ant - hanging by four legs above our bathroom door, and I am not going in there, extreme bladder tension or not, until it is removed. I hate spiders :( Anyway, todays current annoyance is people who can eat as much fatty, sugary food as they want, and still remain thin. My sister has been pigging out all holiday and she hasnt put on an ounce of weight. Its so unfair! Last night was...fun. Me, Rai and Denny watched a program about embryos and babies on Channel 4. It was really interesting up until the point where there was a graphic birth scene. We have now all been put off giving birth for life...well, apart from Denny. Its not like he'll have to do much where thats concerned! Sometimes I wish I was male. Still, at least we got to watch The Friday Night Project afterwards - mmm Rob Rouse :D Jimmy Carr is cute too, in a strange half-evil way. I'm rambling. Going to stop there, bye everyone!
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I feel better than I did in my last entry. So thats good :-) I don't have much time as we're going to my nan's soon...boo. But anyway, I'm alive and I hope you all have a good week.
Some sort of revision should probably happen at some point tomorrow, but it blatantly won't.
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[29 Mar 2005|07:00pm] |
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Once again, I'm despairing at the state Britain is in. I feel like I cant even walk down the street without someone starting something, its depressing. I was in A&E for most of yesterday because I got harrassed by a gang of chavs. Basically, it started when me, Rai, Jeanette, Leon and Jon were down Chatham (typical place for it to happen), just minding our own business when a group of about 10 chavs started shouting at us for apparently "looking at them funny" when none of us had even been looking at them at all! So they started swearing at us and we tried to walk away but they started throwing bricks and stuff from a nearby skip at us. Then some girl got a fucking bike chain from somewhere and hit me round the head with it. We just ran off after that and went home but I'm only thankful nobody was seriously hurt. I had to have my head checked at the hospital, and now I have a big gash (luckily most of it is hidden by my hair). Rai had to get her ankle and shoulder checked as she was hit by bricks, and Leon was hit in the back. I think its disgusting that people around here behave like this. My dad reported it yesterday to the police but I dont think much will be done about it, as there are countless gangs of chavs around that area. Theres no way we can tell who it was. I'm moving out of this shithole as soon as I can.Hope everyone had a nice Easter
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[21 Mar 2005|05:48pm] |
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Been a long time since I've updated this! Forgot about it temporarily, sorry! I'm still alive, luckily or unluckily depending how you look at it... Soo...me and Jon are trying to work out our differences and are thinking of getting back together again. I want to put the past behind us and carry on. He says he does too so I can only take his word for it. He came round yesterday. And we got NME and read it - and listened to the free CD. I think I am going to let him have it.. although "Missing You" by Franz Ferdinand is lovely. And I am quite addicted to "Na Na Na Na Nah" by The Kaiser Chiefs. Gosh I'm interesting... Heres a pointless survey to finish:
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[07 Mar 2005|08:18pm] |
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Oh I really cant be bothered with some people. I am only their friend when it is convenient, or it will make them look better. You know what, I think I will just not give a shit anymore. If people want to mess themselves up with drugs, I'm not going to try and help as it always gets thrown back in my face.
I'm having a bit of a lonely moment. Lots of feeling sorry for myself, etc. I wish one of my best friends was here, I need a hug :(
I'm off to gorge myself on cake and Pringles so that I might feel better. Bye ;)!
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